i realised that i have a few anonymous readers. haha. hello people, im not active here anymore.
maybe soon okay. maybe i will leave my link. maybe.

you said forever. but your forever ends here.


“After all that’s said and done, I still think you’re amazing. I still cherish every moment I ever spent with you and every smile you brought to my face. I’ll forever be thankful that someone like you was brought into my life, even if it had to be taken away too soon. See, you were my miracle, you were my fairytale I got to live.”

( this is for all of you. )


BY: TALES FROM THE TENDERLOIN.

eh minah!smile and be happy!hahahaah contact me when u see this!

Have you ever felt some kind of emptiness inside
You will never measure up, to those people you
Must be strong, can't show them that you're weak
Have you ever told someone something
That's far from the truth
Let them know that you're okay
Just to make them stop
All the wondering, and questions they may have

I'm okay, I really am now
Just needed some time, to figure things out
Not telling lies, I'll be honest with you
Still we don't know what's yet to come

Have you ever seen your face,
In a mirror there's a smile
But inside you're just a mess,
You feel far from good
Need to hide, 'cos they'd never understand
Have you ever had this wish, of being
Somewhere else
To let go of your disguise, all your worries too
And from that moment, then you see things clear

I'm okay, I really am now
Just needed some time, to figure things out
Not telling lies, I'll be honest with you
Still we don't know what's yet to come

Are you waiting for the day
When your pain will disappear
When you know that it's not true
What they say about you
You could not care less about the things
Surrounding you
Ignoring all the voices from the walls

I'm okay, I really am now
Just needed some time, to figure things out
Not telling lies, I'll be honest with you
Still we don't know what's yet to come
I'm okay, I really am now
Just needed some time, to figure things out
Not telling lies, I'll be honest with you
Still we don't know what's yet to come

Still we don't know what's yet to come
Still we don't know what's yet to come


<3<3<3<3

when we're having an off day,
i want a heart drawn on my hand.
is that asking too much?

hi. i am moving. to a place safer than this.
i dont think i will tell you guys where i will be.
but i will still try and post here when there is a need to.

gdbye.
to all of you.

wants to cry.
i want to play unblock me.

okay. to all my friends. every single one of you.
i know i havent been texting or calling most of you. i know i havent been seeing much of you guys too. and ive been telling myself over and over again that its inevitable, that time constraints are the reasons for my absence, but thats just an excuse. ive just been trying to deal with everything thats floating around my head all the time and ive been doing a pretty bad job at it.
i apologise, sincerely.
i love you all very much and ill be back to the person i was soon, i just need time to get through this on my own. cause depending on all of you to fix me just makes me look and feel really shallow.
give me time, please. be patient with me. i dont want to break any of your hearts.

im sorry.

to dear lovely mira, thankyou for staying by my side when i was crying and crying just now.
and thanks manda for listening to me cry like a stupid girl.
i love you babes.

and thankyou khairul, for letting me insult you and make fun of you.
it made me feel a whole lot better. hahaha.

k, hi. i met the la familians today. i think azmi is like part of the family now. haha
i love meeting them. its like no matter how long we dont see each other, we get along like usual.
like we meet everyday, and hang everyday.
we even get along well with ysabel. at first, we thought it'd be damn awkward for her. bcs we're malay, and she's chinese.
but she's like normal.
geylang was damn hot. i think this is like my first trip since like idk how many years.

okay, idk what to write. im sure sofia or haziqah will post a post abt the entire outing.


&im sorry if i was awkward just now.